FUCKING FUCK EVERYBODY, Everybody sucks, I hate everyone, I hate that I get a knot and feel sick and super afraid every night towards bed time knowing I'll have night-fucking-mares and other stuff that fucking-asshole humans gave me reason for. I HATE waking up feeling scared, and with all the pain I'm in every-fucking-where on my body and that people are fucking afraid of me. FUCK EVERYBODY!!!!!!! I HATE ALL THE FUCKERS WHO FUCKED WITH MY MIND, USED ME AS THE BUTT OF THEIR ASSENINE (and hurtful) JOKES, THOSE, including family who have made it a point to avoid me my entire fucking life........ FUCK YOU SISTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOUR FUCKING, LYING, UNAUTHENTIC, STUPID-ASS GUTS. YOU MAKE ME WANT TO VOMIT. YOU ARE VOMIT! FUCK YOU, SUE! I WILL NEVER EVER TRUST YOU. TREATING MY LIKE TOTAL SHIT SINCE I WAS 4 YEARS OLD (as far back as I remember). You're so full of fucking shit in your "holier than thou" ~~~spiritual~~~ place. Thinking we're Native American (First Nations) and practicing even after you were told we were not - it was a disconnected relative that didn't have children. You're a fucking idiot and I hate you, hate you, hate you. Grief, all my life, sis. Thanks... thanks a LOT! BITCH!!!!!!!!!