im so angry at my best mate!!!!! he went on a date tonight with someone that lives an hour away from him and i asked him to text me when he got there and also when he got home... he did text me when he got there but didnt fucking bother when he and his "date" got back to his place!!!! the funny thing is that im in love with him and he knows this and it feels like he flaunts it in my face!!!!!! i am in love with two men, my fiancee and my best friend and im staying with my fiancee but thought my best friend should know the truth and he said he was in love with me too... but we agreed not to do anything till we both single which is fine but all i fucking asked for is one fucking text!!! he says im his best friend but right now i feel like throttling him because he didnt text!!! i feel thrown to the side cause he getting his fucking leg over and theres sod all i can do.... no body else knows how i feel about him... i feel like phoning him up and having a go but i dont want to lose him, before this he has been a good friend, helping me thru tough times with work... wanna know the best bit about his "date??" he fucking borrowed my car to visit her... i feel as if now he dating someone he dont need/want to be friends with me anymore... i wish i had some wkd to drink cause i feel like getting drunk... im going to bed right now... will be back later to let you know his excuse as to why he didnt contact me... i know some of you might not agree with me askin him to text when he home, but i worry... goodnight and thank you for letting me rant...
again, im fucking thrown to the side!!!!!! i said to my mate that tomoz i would come out on the vans with him so he can have some company and then he can borrow my car for a date.... but no, he's changed the fucking plan AGAIN... i know he wants to be with someone but why does he have to go and change plans that we have just to please her???? i've never cancelled on him... i miss him i just wish he wouldnt forget that im here when he is with someone and not just when he wants something
If it's clear between the two of you that you are just friends, then it's up to you to have a serious talk with him when he gets back to let him know the deepest depths of how you feel - let him know how deeply you feel. If he doesn't feel the same way, and his going out causes you this much pain, get away from this guy. He's living his life and you have to live yours. (Men suck, anyways!) Julie
i am sorry to hear that; personally i think that your "best mate" is a complete moron. i don't know what does he think he is, but taking YOUR car to visit her? That is too much.
Naps is right! You should go over to this so-called "best mate" and chomp on his manhood until his knees give way, then tell him you're just friends and borrow his car. See how he likes it!
I think you should fuck a lot of people, make videos and then give them to your "best mate"... if this person tells you they don't know what you're fucking doing you just look at them like they are retarded and it is all their fault. Then turn up some Dubstep and be pissed... this will help your best mate and your fiancee discover what a jewel you really are.
